January 07, 2004

just had this HUGE fight with my parents. gosh, i swear my mom can be really demoralizing sometimes. she's been going on about how i'm wasting money and how i'm not gonna make it for my o's. i mean like she's my mom for goodness sake. why can't she be encouraging for once?? just once! i'm not asking her to treat me like how she treats my brother. just don't put me down like that. don't make me feel like such a failure, more than i already am. sometimes, i really really hate her!

and my dad. he doesn't help. all he does is sit there and keeps quiet. and after that comes up and starts lecturing me. goodness! all i'm asking for is for them to be like normal parents. parents who encourage their kids instead of putting them down and reminding them about what a failure they are. is that too much to ask?!

maybe i'm just being too sensitive here? but i can't help feeling that way. after everything that's been said. its really annoying!

i guess i can only rely on myself. so many things are happening at once. and i have no idea where this current r'ship is going. i don't even know if it is going anywhere. goodness. i guess all i can do is wait??

-*-some things in life are worth waiting for... even if it means waiting forever-*-

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--* imperfect unsatisfaction 19:51 *-- [.//cry out**]









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